I am a selfish person. No two ways about that. It’s always about me.

Well there are many people who are selfish, nothing wrong in that I guess. But I go a step further, you will never realise that I would only think about myself. You would always say that he is a guy who will probably think about others before thinking about himself. So when people experience traits of “I, Me, Myself” syndrome in me they are appalled.

You what is the funniest part of this entire mesh. I for quite sometime believed that I was a very giving person.
You may say “Now that’s a little weird, somebody living for himself actually thinking that he lives for others.”
I know it’s strange, but it’s true.

Well you may want me to elucidate the selfishness aspect of my persona.
Let’s start with relationship. I just want to get everything in a relationship and give nothing. Plain and simple.
I am not a romantic, I am not a realist, guess I am stuck somewhere in the middle with plausible explanations for the same. I will only want to talk about myself at my convenience. The more I try to unravel my self the more I get sucked in the vortex of enigma. I will argue with my girlfriend that I am a romantic and just blame the circumstances for my lack of romanticism. Very convenient you my say…I guess you are right.

But today is somewhat different. I just realised certain things about myself. It just happened as Malcom Gladwell calls it in a “Blink”.
I realised that maybe its not that world is not in order but maybe it’s because my glasses are warped. And looking for a suitable confession ground I decided to make my own blog.
This blog is a space for contradictions, something which I believe to be a part of Homo sapiens. It won’t be about right or wrong, black or white but about ruminations, realisations. It will about me.
Things which I feel but not disclose.
I guess I shod stop now, not because I can’t write more but because I don’t want to reveal much in the beginning.
I don’t trust you, your mind and what impression it concocts of me. So we will take it slow and hopefully steady.

Have a nice day!