Realizations

And somewhere between all of it we hang in the void.
Once you look around you notice you are not the only one. The void ironically is teeming with people. Each one of them unique and yet so similar.
I then wonder if I am any different from anyone I lay my eyes on. The story of their life is same, the same …THE SAME.
Society holds all of us to ransom, subtly and at times starkly laying its rules on us.
You can’t break away from it, no matter what you do, no matter who you are…no matter what you believe. Even if you think you do, one day you will realize that all that you have done is changed the rules and conventions you were earlier adhering to. The sooner one comes to terms with it the easier it is to understand oneself. One can never appease the society, there will always be something amiss……there will always be something more they desired out of you.
Well at times for the ubiquitous society’s acceptance we got to change.
Change till it does not become your sole purpose of life. Change for the excitement , change for the challenge…..change to give a befitting reply to the so called society which doesn’t think you are good enough or that you cant do it. Change to see the look on people’s face when you have proved them wrong, change to see how people switch sides the moment you are some one who is at a higher pedestal according to them. Enjoy it but don’t believe in it.
……and yes there will always be comments, frowns, criticisms…part and parcel.
One can’t let the social order affect what we like, dislike or who we like, dislike. One can’t let the social order affect who we are.

Listen to those whom you are close to…for the rest hearing will do.
Yes there will always be exceptions to society. Brilliant! If you find them and for the rest I guess WHO CARES??

Mind is a paradox. At one moment it is logical and at the other logical is irrational. Yet we try to untie the knot getting sucked in the mesh even further. For many a wise and at times erudite the solution lies in an escapade from “reality”, moksh, salvation euphemisms for a break away. In a way I think it’s a perfect solution because you completely blind yourself from all that ever troubles you. Convenient!

I guess it’s more commendable if you fight ‘he who can’t be named’. Moksh is suicidal for your riason-de-etre. Wars are not only meant for invincible but they are sure meant for those who moved where “angels fear to tread”. Our search for alternate reality makes us petty towards the real. I don’t think its wrong to think beyond the obvious but I also know that that’s not the only way.

The beauty of the third planet is that it houses a zillion ideas and beliefs with so many of them justified.

Well the only point I am trying to make here is that it’s ok to be materialistic and competitive. It is Ok to have responsibilities, its ok to deal with cunningness and selfishness. It is ok to at times evince such things. I mean it is ok till you are teeming with life.

Well that does not mean you go on a killing spree....or the likes of that....You get what I mean? Right??

And just because you desire something badly does not mean that you are not in touch with your inner self. I mean come on....I thrive on worldly desires, I seek appreciation, accolade...i love my family and friends.....Why should I give it all up....and then do what....Talk to myself or the spiritual one?? Whatever.....

Well I guess right now I really don’t get it....Maybe one day maybe never